Wednesday, December 22, 2010
It had been some time. busy with work and stuff... At last its almost the end of the year now.
Found a job with nice salary to be contented with and stick to my own timing with no one to bother.
today was just anotherday. Picked baby up from work place and back to my home. had some misunderstandings in between and after the discussion. next back to her home.
Reached and had nice dinner with her and her mum sitting there chatting as she had finished eating thou. A new cute dog arrive at her place today. haha.. nice yet weird name. "kap"... haha... got bitten by her as she is afraid and scared due to new place. aft the bite we chatted and baby starts to take candid shots again. arrg.. caught in actions for setting up and print her IC.. was kind of fun till i rem some stuff when i when up her place. so we talked it out and things were smooth. aft everything, laughters and smiles, i went home direct and next msg her.
Was worried as she will always wait for me to reach home and reply my msg till i am done then she will slp. but for today, no replies at all.. worried for her till now yet i cant get to slp so came in to do some postings.
X'mas round the corner. but yet, haix.. plans made with no presents. Baby stop me from buying cause i need to save up and pay for all my debts. Might be jus a belated aft everything some where next year ba.
i love you endlessly.
9:08 AM
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Its just another day again.. haven been updating.. kind of tiring and wonderfull week too.. today is just another of misses.. had been staying home to slp the whole day aft sending babyh back to work.. was super tired thou.. yet aft that till now haven been seeing baby.. misses in me sounds so deep yet can't be explained.. doesn't know weather baby felt the same too or not.. haix...
Was planning oto cut hair.. but in the end.. baby doesn't wanna go cut le just cause she said.. it seems like gonna rain and she lazy to leave home.. haha.. told her aft I'm done with my stuff I'll meet her for dinner she told me she going uncle home for bbq dinner.. so hope she enjoy it thou.. hmm... wish could fetch baby by than thou...
Lying on my bed.. hugging onto chip and dale... so lazy to wake up.. hw I wish I'm hugging baby instead thou. Haha.. hao la.. update till here.. baby.. missing u lots...
Last but nt least.. baby.. its a promise that I will nv frighten u with my driving and also nv to make u worry no more.. sorry baby and for this I'll mark my words for it.. love u...
i love you endlessly.
8:36 PM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Was all alone at home for the whole day.. No place to go.. Sian...
But wonderfully my baby ain't bored, she finally met up with her ex for meal than out for shopping.. So fun..
Just now I went out to fetch ah chuan to camp.. Than next back home.. Just exited from changi back to jurong in high way I felt so uneasy.. My head keeps spinning and keep feel like vomiting.. I don't know what's wrong with me... MSG and told baby bout it. She felt worried.. I felt the concern in her.. How i reAy wish she's by my side.. But too bad she isn't..
Herd from baby places she went out with and done with her ex.. Frank to say sound jealous yet happy for her at least she smile.. I might consider selling my car soon.. Just for what baby said... Anyway will consider on weather to sell or not.
Just sent baby to work. Now I'm all alone in my company. Baby, no matter what it is, smile and rem to take care and bear this in mind, I'll always be there for u... Muacks....
i love you endlessly.
8:14 AM
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Went for another round of outing again today.. But this time ain't that good.. Had uncle sam ard and also a crazy little gal.. Thou they made her smile, I just felt disappointed that I unable to see her smile like before..
Earli morning went to visit her husband, next to work and aft that me.. Saw her angry and piss off face with A sick feels in it.. Felt worried for her yet my words can't console or help her out.. Went to east coast, ate chicken wings and also satay.. Now we are at marina barrage.. She seems to be getting more and more pale yet she is just trying to struggle.. Why can't she just rest at home??? Thou I know she does not like staying at home.. But isn't it this way to be where sick should stay home rest?? But in the end?? Double standard.. So worried she might just faint like that.. Guess have to be close to her.. Now currently away a little cause of updating.. Will be by her side again once done..
Today's me......: cried out without her knowing... Was just beside her when she sat in the beach.. Saw her emotional and sad face.. Can't controlled but cried out without her knowing... How I wish I can just hug her.. But becausenof their presence.. I stop myself... Baby... Pls take care.. Really don't wish to see h like this all this while.. I miss your smiles...
i love you endlessly.
10:30 AM
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Suddenly came back to blog again.. Saw what I post previously bou her.. It's all over... Don't really know wheather is It good or bad.. But just hope she is fine anyway..
Aft so long, yup. I had let go as advice by a woderful advisor.. But aft I let go I understand her better and knows that she is the is the one who also can't let go yet keep consolling me and also making mr understand the facts if love.. Yup, my advisor is good at advicing but not to do it on her own.. That us human...
Had been closed to my wonderful advisor and in the end fell for her.. Haha.. Those who knows me or read my post will be thinking who is the next advisor which I fell for.. Wonderfully is a secret person.. No one will ever knows who is it cause I really can't expose cause of her status and some personnel issue..
Drink drank drunkzzzz.. And all that stuff happened.. Thou I felt bad but I got no regrets.. I begin to miss this feel and her presence every now and than and in the end... Congrats.. We got together.. Felt so nice to be with her and hearing her words of console And also her wonderful presence.. Felt so warmth and nice.. Sweet heart.. I fell so deep just for u...
Thou I know I should not cause of your status, but j don't mind being there just for u whenever u needed someone to be there for u thou.. I wil cherish my every moment with u till the day u rely gonna leave me just for him.. I'll be there waiting for your return..
Today we went out for some spritual stuff. I felt so touched cause I knew what she prayed for roughly.. And I did the same too.. I prayed hard for her safety and health.. Baby, gonna take care k? No matter what ever the future will to be, i'll sti be there just for y whenever h needed someone to be there.. I missing u lots too...:p
i love you endlessly.
10:02 AM
